like a virgin?

i've watched glee 2nd season, they did manage to built another war between sue and the glee coach.. haish i can't even remember his name. it's great..especially the madonna episode.. when rachel, finn, and the counseling teacher *i don't remember her name also, but she's henry's pregnant girlfriend in ugly betty* try to have sex for the fist time accompanied by madonna's song, i remember my first time too. not the sex.. cos i never had a sex until now *Cough cough*.. still waiting for my future husband if he ever exist.

my fist time having curiosity about sex is so LOOLastic . it happened during my yearly vacation in junior high, i spent my holiday watching andy lau's Return of the Condor hero, a great epic chinese series, i was very curius abt what the taois did to Siao Lung Li , he just sleep beside her and kiss her, but why did she had to run away from Yoko? i keep thinking abt that until my vacation over. back in the dorm, one of my friend told me that they had sex? you get sex and then you got yourself pregnant. then in my javanese class, my teacher explain abt centhini book he said the book explain abt lots of things started from our relationship with good, human including sex. but he didn't explain to us abt the sex part off course not, it's straight islamic boarding school, and i can't read the book becos it's written in javanese letter. i said to myself if he didn't want to explained to me.. i'll find it myself. becos i don't have the net, no PC and tivi so i got myself locked in public library every sunday

first i was thinking abt kamasutra the indian book of sex.. but no.. it's in adult section, i can't get into it. and then i found this interesting book in chinese section. " Sexual life in ancient china;a preliminary survey of chinese sex and society from ca. 1500 BC till 1644 AD" by robert van gulik. i was wondering why didn't theY put this 400 pages book on adult section? but i didn't give a damn care, maybe they just forget abt this book. so i got my self in the corner, the most quiet corner.

i was so excited, i keep reading it and searching for the super hot part XD, but.. what happened next? DANG!! robert van gulik wrote all the hot parts in latin, DAMN!! no one understand latin.. except my mom sent me to a boarding school run by jesuits. the only latin words that i understand is oryza sativa and ora et labora. hohohoho i'm totally weird. watching the madonna episode of glee really brings me back to the past .

ah yepp i have theauteurs account now, hehehe.. it's great i can watch movie for free, i can talk abt movie there with lot's of expert.. okay i'm not talking to them actually, just reading their comments becos it's pro league. ack.. i gotta learn MORE abt movie from them.

the last.. finally i know what they hyde and kaz talked abt .. thanks miko_chan for telling me , aish he didn't talked abt the kiss..